I hope that it was worth it.
I hope it was worth destroying me.
for my heart is on the ground
and I lay here,
bleeding and dead.

I decided I am going to erase world war II
from history with a power washer
I hate homework.
Things are going okay...
I am having a love/hate relationship
With school coming back.
I wnat to go to see people...
But I hate the work.
SAVE ME!!!

I want this break to be over.
I feel..... like
This year.. is going to be
worse then 7th and 8th grade....
::sigh::

I'm okay...
Well for the msot part...
Anyways.
I decided I'm ganna have a Christmas post.

A lot of my friends don't liek christmas
But it's my favorite time of year.
It makes everything better.
And this year.
I decided i'm ganna left the ones
I love and care about
Know how i feel.

Christmas- for all of my life
Has been a happy time
Me and ameg waking up extra early
The christmas tree
Hanging ornements..

Getting a red nose form being
in the cold too long
and having numb hands from
making snowballs to throw.

I want to spend this Christmas
Being with my friends, my family, and my boyfriend
Showing them
What Christmas is actually about
Not presents.
But the atmosphere, the feelings,
the actual spirit of Christmas.

Basiclly,
I love Christmas.
It makes it seem
like the world isn't such a bad place
after all.
<3

Currently Listening My Best Friend's Wedding: Music From The Motion Picture By Various Artists see related

So- Yesterday was wow. the only qway to describe it is with pictures =D. I love dev, nick and maeg. <3

* well first at 2 in the morning w/ maeg hadas and chris i got stuck behind the bed >_< so not funny*

And now- the great adventures of the four blondes and.... DESERT SAND STORM! YEAH!!!!! ----> read on

* devious devin laughs at how i have no idea where they are taking me*

*can you say prep? yeah my hair was up yesterday =P*

*me and maeg still awaiting the first suprise*

*us at pizza hut being very tired after going to the coffee place like an hour away, big expresso =D*

 
*nick waving and being emo*

* nick being forced to be UN- emo =D*

*BEHAVE!*

*Me and my sissy on da car ride home*

I love them 3 they make me smile BIG. =D
<3
Comment Hoes!!!!